What Other Option Do I Have?

Question by James: what other option do i have?
im 15 im a guy in canada

-since this august: been in a mental hospital for two months, cut myself, semi-alchoholic, drugs, suicide attempts, had plans for murder, ran away to jamaica. it seems im just really sad and dead inside. i hate my family and life. i know jesus, i have gotten sooooo much help. and none of this has helped. i just cant see another option. i dont want no helplines, or cheesy “permenant solution crap” but what else is there to do but kill myself.

also, i used to be such a good kid, its as if i am trying to do bad things, why am i atracted to doing wrong?

Best answer:

Answer by The Dark Knight
You could be a serial killer..That’s what I’d do.. Give myself a freaky name.. and carve painful memories into the flesh of people that I had murdered…

Or you can keep trying and never give up.. and whatever..

Answer by Quinn
become a suicide bomber
legit

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